I try to live each day by the principles laid out in God’s Word…practicing kindness, practicing compassion, practicing integrity.
The days of untethered and free and not tied to a screen
In all seriousness (well, sort of) yes I do! Having to rely on the Rand McNally atlases and paper road maps, the card catalog at the library, cutting out coupons from the newspaper each week for my mom, and of course, the 50 pound telephone book if you needed a handyman!
An expert in my own mind :-)
Being a positive person
Photography
Encouraging my kids
Supporting my husband
Honoring our Heroes
On this Memorial Day, let us take time for solemn remembrance of every sailor, soldier, seal, and pilot that gave their souls as the ultimate sacrifice for the freedoms we are enjoying today.
#remembrance #memorialday #memorialday2025 #sacrifice

New Week Motivation
New Week Motivation
#keeptrying #motivationalpost #inspiration #nevergiveup

Trying to have it all means you abandon other things…
Trying to “have it all” means you would be consumed with certain pursuits. As a result, you would lose something else…..
You would sacrifice peace of mind, the blessing of living in and enjoying the moment. Possibly shortchanging relationships.
My goal would be to be content and know that what I currently have is enough.
“Nathaniel’s Defense, A Bloody Confrontation” Ch. 16 & 17 of “The Retrieval”
Nathaniel’s Defense
The silence following their brutal clash hung heavier than the humid jungle air. Marcus, gasping for breath, leaned against a slick, moss-covered rock, his body screaming in protest. He could taste blood, his own and Nathaniel’s, mingling in the metallic tang on his tongue. He hadn’t won, not exactly. He’d inflicted damage, but Nathaniel, despite his obvious wounds, still lived. And that knowledge was a cold, unsettling truth.
Nathaniel was propped against the opposite wall. He looked less like a defeated man. He resembled more a wounded predator nursing its injuries. His eyes were narrowed. They were usually sparkling with a deceptive charm. Now, they were filled with a calculating intensity that sent a shiver down Marcus’s spine. The blood staining his shirt was a stark contrast to his usually meticulous appearance. This Nathaniel was raw, stripped bare of the polished veneer he usually presented to the world.
Marcus had anticipated a straightforward confrontation, a simple reclaiming of the stolen treasure. Instead, he’d stumbled into a meticulously laid trap. The cave itself was a testament to Nathaniel’s cunning. It wasn’t just a random hiding place; it was a fortress, designed for defense. Hidden passages, strategically placed rocks, and concealed weapons – Nathaniel had anticipated every possible angle of attack.
As Marcus’s vision cleared, he began to notice the details he’d missed in the heat of battle. The cave walls weren’t natural; they were reinforced with heavy timber and strategically placed stones, forming a near impenetrable barrier. Small, almost invisible slits in the rock face suggested a network of observation points. These allowed Nathaniel to monitor his approach without being seen. The air itself felt different here. It was charged with a palpable sense of foreboding. It served as a silent warning. This wasn’t the end of the fight. It was merely a new beginning.
Nathaniel chuckled, a low, rasping sound that echoed through the cavern. “Surprising, isn’t it, Marcus? You thought you could simply walk in and take what’s mine?”
Marcus didn’t reply. He was still trying to reconcile the image of the charming Nathaniel he’d known. Nathaniel had been almost jovial. Now, he stood as a ruthless, battle-hardened figure before him. The betrayal stung, but it was the level of preparation, the meticulous planning that truly chilled him to the bone. It had been more than theft; it had been a calculated act of war.
“This isn’t just some trinket, Marcus,” Nathaniel continued, his voice gaining strength. “It’s far more valuable than you can imagine. And I’ve spent months preparing for this moment.” He gestured with a weak hand towards the far corner of the cave. There, a heavy wooden chest was concealed behind a curtain of woven vines.
Marcus focused his attention on the chest, his mind racing. He’d expected to find it easily, a symbol of Nathaniel’s foolish arrogance.
Instead, it was hidden, guarded, a testament to Nathaniel’s far greater planning than Marcus had initially given him credit for. He had underestimated his former partner, a mistake that could cost him dearly.
Nathaniel went on, explaining his preparation not just for this fight, but for the journey to this very cave. He described how he’d anticipated Marcus’s pursuit. He set traps along the path. There were booby traps camouflaged as natural obstacles. Pitfalls were disguised by lush foliage. Hidden defenses were placed within the dense undergrowth. He detailed how he’d studied the jungle’s terrain, using its unforgiving nature as an additional layer of protection. He’d used the jungle itself as a weapon.
The man was not just resourceful; he was a master strategist, capable of anticipating and countering every move Marcus made.
Nathaniel spoke of months of planning. He mentioned the painstaking research he had conducted. He also talked about the recruitment of local guides. His words wove a tapestry of calculated actions that had led him to this sanctuary. He even mentioned his studies of ancient jungle warfare tactics. He drew on historical knowledge to create a system of defenses. These were both ingenious and terrifyingly effective.
He described the intricate system of tunnels and hidden passages he’d created. He offered escape routes and alternative positions. This ensured he could evade any pursuit. The passages were not mere escape routes. They were carefully designed to lead to other defensive positions. This effectively turned the cave into a labyrinthine fortress. He spoke about his reliance on natural defenses. He used the jungle’s own elements as weapons. These elements included poisonous vines, thorny bushes, and even the very layout of the land.
He admitted that even the cave’s entrance was a trap. It was designed to funnel any attackers into a killing zone. There, he could ambush them. The boulders seemed random, but they were carefully placed. The uneven terrain also hindered pursuit. These elements forced intruders into predetermined paths of his choosing. It was clear that Nathaniel’s retreat wasn’t a haphazard flight; it was a strategic withdrawal into a prepared stronghold.
As Nathaniel spoke, Marcus began to understand the extent of his partner’s treachery. It wasn’t a hasty act of greed but a long-term plan, meticulously executed with ruthless efficiency. The betrayal was profound, but so was the scale of Nathaniel’s preparation. The treasure itself was just a piece of a much larger game. It was a pawn in a deadly chess match that Marcus had unknowingly become a part of. He was playing against a master, a player who had anticipated his every move.
Marcus remained silent, absorbing this chilling revelation. He had to admit that Nathaniel’s resourcefulness and meticulous planning were not only impressive but also terrifying. He realized that his own pursuit had been a reckless charge into a carefully laid snare. He had underestimated Nathaniel. Now, as the dust settled, he felt a new kind of fear settle into his bones. It was the fear not of death, but of losing in a battle he’d yet to fully comprehend. The fight was far from over. This was only the beginning of a much larger, more complex conflict. The jungle, silent witness to their brutal encounter, held its breath, waiting for the next move in this deadly game.
A Bloody Confrontation
The air hung thick and heavy, a miasma of sweat, blood, and the cloying sweetness of decaying vegetation. Marcus’s vision swam, the vibrant green of the jungle blurring at the edges. His ribs ached, a dull, persistent throb that resonated with every ragged breath. He tasted the coppery tang of blood, his own mingled with the darker, richer crimson of Nathaniel’s. The fight had been brutal, a savage ballet of fists, knives, and desperate grapples for dominance amidst the tangled undergrowth.
Nathaniel lay sprawled a few feet away, his body a grotesque parody of its former grace. A deep gash marred his cheek, splitting the skin and revealing the bone beneath. His chest heaved shallowly, each inhalation a rasping, labored effort. Despite his injuries, a flicker of defiance still burned in his eyes, a chilling testament to his resilience. Marcus had expected a collapse, a whimper of defeat. Instead, he found himself staring into the unwavering gaze of a man who had not yet surrendered.
He shifted slightly, a groan escaping his lips. The pain was excruciating, but adrenaline, the potent cocktail of survival and rage, still coursed through his veins. He needed to end this. He needed to finish what he’d started. But a chilling thought snaked its way into his consciousness: he wasn’t sure he could . Nathaniel, wounded as he was, still possessed a terrifying edge. His movements were slower. However, they were calculated and deliberate. These were the actions of a predator conserving his energy for a final, fatal strike.
Marcus scanned his surroundings, his eyes darting over the dense foliage. The jungle, ever watchful, remained silent, a silent, green accomplice to their deadly game. He needed a weapon, something more decisive than his battered fists. He spotted a fallen branch, thick and heavy, lying a few paces away. It was his only chance.
He pushed himself up, his legs shaky, his body trembling with the effort. Each movement sent jolts of pain shooting through him, but he gritted his teeth, ignoring the agony. He crawled towards the branch, inch by agonizing inch, his every muscle screaming in protest. He reached it, his fingers closing around the rough bark, the cool wood a welcome sensation against his sweat-soaked skin.
Nathaniel stirred, a low growl rumbling in his chest. His eyes, narrowed slits of fury, fixed on Marcus. He reached for a small, wicked-looking knife tucked into his belt, his fingers trembling slightly. Marcus knew he couldn’t hesitate. He had to act now, before Nathaniel could gain his footing, before he could deliver the final blow.
With a guttural cry, Marcus raised the branch, his arms trembling with a mixture of pain and fury. He swung it down with all his remaining strength, aiming for Nathaniel’s head. The blow landed with a sickening thud, the sound echoing through the oppressive stillness of the jungle. Nathaniel’s body crumpled, his limbs twisting at unnatural angles.
Silence returned again. It was broken only by the chirping of unseen insects. The rustling of leaves in the humid breeze added to the sounds. Marcus stood over his fallen foe, the weight of the branch heavy in his hands. He was panting, his chest heaving, his body drenched in a mixture of sweat and blood. He had won, or so it seemed. But the victory felt hollow, tainted by the brutal reality of what he had done.
He lowered the branch, his gaze falling upon Nathaniel’s lifeless eyes, staring blankly at the canopy above. The defiance had vanished, replaced by a chilling stillness. The jungle seemed to hold its breath, waiting for Marcus’s next move. He felt a deep weariness settle over him, a profound exhaustion that went beyond physical pain. It was the exhaustion of a man who had just crossed a line. It was the exhaustion of a man who had finally come face to face with the darkness within himself.
He knew this wasn’t the end. The treasure remained. The betrayal weighed heavily. The years of shared adventures lingered unanswered. Questions hung heavy in the humid air. Nathaniel’s motives, his intricate plan, the sheer audacity of his betrayal – these remained mysteries to be unraveled. Marcus felt a sudden, chilling premonition. This was not the end of their conflict. It was merely a new beginning. It was a terrifying escalation of a war that went far beyond the jungle and the stolen treasure.
He knelt beside Nathaniel’s body, a grim sense of inevitability weighing on him. He searched the fallen man, finding a small, leather-bound journal tucked inside his tunic. Its pages were filled with a spidery script. The writing detailed plans and calculations. It also included a network of contacts far more complex than Marcus had ever imagined. He felt a chill run down his spine as he scanned the cryptic entries.
Nathaniel’s betrayal wasn’t just about greed; it was about something far larger, something more insidious.
The journal spoke of a hidden society. It described a clandestine organization operating within the shadows. This group wielded power and influence far beyond the confines of the jungle. It mentioned coded messages and secret rendezvous points. It also listed names of individuals Marcus recognized from his past. These were people he’d considered friends and allies. The implication was chilling. Nathaniel’s betrayal wasn’t an isolated act of theft. It was a deliberate act of war against a network he was only beginning to understand.
A wave of nausea washed over Marcus. He had underestimated Nathaniel, not just in terms of physical prowess, but in terms of his reach and influence. He had been a pawn in a much larger game, a game he was only just beginning to understand. The treasure was merely a distraction, a piece in a far more dangerous puzzle.
Darkness began to fall. It cast long, ominous shadows across the jungle floor. Marcus realized the true scope of his mission. This wasn’t just about revenge; it was about survival. He had to unravel Nathaniel’s web of deceit. He needed to expose the organization Nathaniel served. Marcus also had to prevent whatever catastrophic plan Nathaniel had put into motion. The jungle, a silent witness to their bloody confrontation, held its breath, anticipating the next act in this deadly drama. The path ahead was fraught with danger, uncertain, and far more treacherous than anything he had ever encountered. The fight was far from over. His quest for retribution had just transformed into a fight for his very life.
He spent the rest of the night reading the journal. Its cryptic entries slowly revealed Nathaniel’s elaborate scheme. It wasn’t just about stealing the treasure. It was about using it as leverage. He wanted to gain control of a powerful, ancient artifact hidden deep within the unexplored regions of the jungle. According to the journal, the artifact held the power to alter the very fabric of reality. Nathaniel planned to use this power to reshape the world according to his own twisted vision.
The journal also revealed the names and locations of Nathaniel’s accomplices. It described a network of informants and mercenaries spread across the globe. Marcus realized the extent of the conspiracy. Nathaniel wasn’t just a rogue adventurer. He was a highly skilled and dangerous operative. Nathaniel worked for an organization whose true motives remained shrouded in mystery. The implications sent a shiver of dread down his spine. This was far beyond a simple theft; this was a global conspiracy with potentially world-altering implications.
As dawn broke, painting the jungle sky in hues of orange and crimson, Marcus knew he couldn’t face this alone. He needed help. He needed allies he could trust. These individuals would understand the gravity of the situation. They would be willing to risk everything to stop Nathaniel’s plan. But where could he find such allies? Who could he trust? The lines between friend and foe had become dangerously blurred. The jungle, with its secrets and dangers, seemed to whisper of the treacherous path ahead. His quest for revenge had become a desperate race against time. It had turned into a battle against an unseen enemy. He was fighting to save not just himself but possibly the entire world. The responsibility weighed heavily on his shoulders. The jungle’s silence constantly reminded him of the perilous journey ahead. He had to find a way to stop Nathaniel, not only for himself, but for the future of the world. The reckoning had only just begun.
#adventure #mystery #thriller #newbook #fiction #theretrieval

Miss my father-in-law’s memes…
My father in law and I were very close and had a great relationship. Our ritual everyday was to send each other a morning text to say hi or check in or an encouraging word. But my father in law also LOVED memes, especially those poking fun at politics. So he would send me his morning meme of the day. Would love to hear my phone go off again and see one of his memes!
Items with deep sentimental value
As you get older, you realized “stuff” doesn’t amount to much. It’s holding your loved ones and friends and church family most dear.
But I do have a handful of items with deep sentimental value: the last piece of mail my father in law addressed to us before he passed, a very very old handpainted Tiffany lamp my husband’s grandfather gave to his grandmother for a wedding anniversary in the late 60’s, and a Bible that was my grandmother’s that still has very tiny yellow flowers she dried and pressed between the pages.
Finding Gratitude in life’s storms
Finding Gratitude in Life’s Storms
The path of faith isn’t always paved with sunshine and roses. Life, in its unpredictable nature, often throws curveballs, presenting us with challenges that test the very limits of our resilience. Be encouraged by this video that God is with us in the midst of our pain.
#inspiration #comfort #gratitude #Godsmercy